See? I really am bad at this whole bloggin thing.
I’m faced with the daunting prospect of having to raise a kiddo soon. (A boy, for those who haven’t heard.) And between the two of us, Heather and I have made a few decisions that will be challenging for both of us. (NOTE: While we’re pretty sure about these, they are subject to change.)
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We’ve decided that when our lease comes up, which is nicely timed right as the baby comes, that we will be moving back in with my mother. This is a rough one in a couple ways, but financially for us it makes worlds of sense, and the prospect of having Grammy to give the assist when needed is a big bonus. It’s the same arrangment, for the most part, that I had when I was growing up. Mom and I lived with my Granddad, so it’s really not a huge stretch for me.
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We’ve also decided that I need to go back to college, with the end result being a degree and a real job.
First off, let me state that I like my job. That being said, I don’t love my job, and it’s not something I can see myself doing forever. When I first went to college, I went with intentions of majoring in music, to be a band director. Through the amazing goggles of hindsight, I can look back and comfortably say I was not ready for college when I was 18. I was so overwhelmed by the level of responsibility expected of me that I ducked and ran. I tried to major in anything I could think of that had ever interested me but I was always scuttled by a simple truth: I just wasn’t what I wanted to do.
I’ve always wanted to be a teacher. Especially a music teacher. I’m going to need all the support I can get to make this happen. Not only do I have potentially four years of college to look forward to, I have to get back into musical condition to make it happen.
I suppose it’s really a small price to pay though, sure, I may be a few years behind the curve, but in those years I’ve made lifelong friends, not to mention married a wonderful girl and now I’m having a kiddo. Maybe having to catch up is the price I have to pay because of everything I have. I think it might just be worth it.